Do the talking..

I've been doing a lot of talking to people since the start of the week. Started on Monday with a friend with unplanned topic of my dilema on a situation and making me realize pratical approach on my situation then later that evening till AM with a good friend again, this time pinagagalitan me about a situation.. aww..pero in some ways nakakatuwa kc ibig sabihin concern lang talaga sya sa akin.. nagulat lang me bcoz that's the first time we talk like that. Tuesday, another two.. one of the concern person and one is the a good friend from college. wednesday.. another again... another concern person again.. aww... all on the phone but not just the usual kwentuhan and update thing.. those talks makes me think on different situation.. ang gulo noh.. kc naguguluhan din ako.. I have a lot in here.. information overload na ata..

Tuesday night - got a txt from ate maye asking if I had a landline to call. Said I was still in the ofc and gave my office #. After 5 mins, phone rings...
Usual kamustahan from the bora trip then after a while, she explains to me sumthing bout an activity. I was just listening.. then she ask me if I can be a facilitator of the said event, said yes.. ask on when, di pa daw sure.. said Okay..then she said that part of the program was a talk regarding a relationship then asked me if I can be the speaker... Initial reaction... "Ako!?? As in ako talaga??!!??, ate naman c Kate po ito, baka nagkakamali kayo.. bakit naman me??" sagot ni ate Maye.. "ikaw unang pumasok sa isip namin eh, tapos sinabi ko na sya sa head ng program committe..approved na". At the back of my mind.. bakit naman ako.. ang dami naman iba.. gusto kong magturo ng ibang pangalan.. pero di me makareact ke ate maye.. kasabay kc ng pagsasalita nya at pagcoconvince.. dami ko na iniisip.. kung paano at ano ang sasabihin ko... Then I just said YES, why? Told myself na kaya ko toh, na I cannot compare myself sa iba para lang di ako ung mapunta sa ganun situation, that maybe there's a reason, they trusted and believe na kaya ko, then cguro nga, me reason.... un nga lang.. mahirap.. ang hirap halukayin ung mga bagay na ayaw mo nang alalahain.. un unang pumasok sa isip ko...
Di ko pa sya masyadong pinoproblema that night.. pero I called a friend saying na I'll be a speaker.. naalaska pa tuloy ako..hehe

Wednesday - while Gail and I are on starbucks (naloka kc kami kaya we go there to have some coffee.. money?? from bangenge..hehe) got a txt from Ate Maye, there will be a miting @ 6:15PM @ DB pugad cafe. Naloka me, house namin ang nakaassign.. so dapat maaga din kami to arrange the venue.

Arrived early @ DB, got chance to light some candles and say short prayers to the Sacred Heart.. regarding the person that I talked that day..praying that he'll do fine palagi.

Meeting - with Luis (the Rector of the Retreat and head of the youth group that will arrange the program), Ate Olive, Ate Maye..then got a txt from ate Avic, pumanik kami ni Ate Olive to arrange the venue and the sound system.. good thing dumating c Kuya Jong to help. Got back to the miting again, now with ate ging and ate irma...

SHOCKING.. pinaliwag na ung program proper ng maayos.. ayy.. naloka me.. then ang pinagpipilian dates, this weekend and next week..sabi ko sana next weekend na lang..kc para makapagready pa me.. nagmamadali kami so bumalik na ulit kmi sa taas para makinig ung talk.. (maganda ung talk Ü), after it, ngarag na naman.. kc inaasikaso ko ung mga guestlist for today's use, ung mga gamit then un friends na nagyaya na kumain plus ung miting.. ayy.. then.. nalaman ko din na ung date will be on Friday na.. overnight na kami.. aww...

You see.. I'll be giving talks to boys ages 18-25, all are street children na inalagaan ng DonBosco.. be facilator on the activities and sharing.. be back on sunday afternoon here in Manila from Canlubang, Laguna.

Then, on March 30 (yehey na move sya).. sharing on the community naman..
Well goodluck na lang and see u on Monday.