papers, books and life

It's been a long time since the last time I cleaned my room, the general cleaning thing.. now imagine how the hell it looks like. hehe.. Ü. Thank God for a 'unusual and unexpected' text message that makes me a little awake and uneasy coz I usually and should have spent my Sunday afternoon sleeping but I just choose to divert my attention and not affected by it and that person .. thus alas.. get my butt off my bed and started looking at my room and on where to start. I know I cannot finish cleaning and organizing all my stuff in a day..I started into this part of my room where a cabinet is placed and all magazines and some papers on a bags and folders are placed. I take off all the bags and folders and scan on it to see which I should put into trash and in my surprise, I forgot that all those are my print-outs on moving on, letting go, etc on hearts and healing articles and from femalenetwork forum. I browse on few and read.. ummm.. initial reactions.. It pops in me the memory how I used to have all those articles stuck into my head.. understand it word by word and put it in me, every meaning and concept of it.. don't get me wrong but really books and articles really helps you to feel better during the moment of reading it, gives you idea and makes you feel and realize it whenever you remember that you read it. But experience is still the best teacher.. everything happens for a reason.. to teach you and to shape you. now this words are really true. Ü

I love reading self-help book, just last week..after a long..long time.. I finally finish reading Tuesdays with Morrie (yipee. me natapos din me na book Ü, coz I used to read book then after sometime, get another and read then forgot the first one.. hehe) It's a very good book, an old man on the dying bed saying life's lession.Love that book, it is presented simple but so heart-warming. I read from Jim Paredes blog archives that he has he's books too.. looking forward on having it. I love books dealing with life in general, also more on pyscho-spiritual.. no more on that heart-ache survival thing.. hahahah..

Talking with friends and listening to their advice (unending and di cla nagsasawa noon.. love nila me noh?..hehe) during those times help too. But they always say that, I'm the only one who can help myself .. now I realize that good self-talk and prayers are very much important... being-friends and loving your-self in the process... aww.. Love-yourself.. I remember gailey with this words and advice.. :-) Well she's one you have this on her and really a strong gurl.. idol.. hehe. Going back on Loving Urself thing.. you may see it easy.. coz you can always and will always have yourself.. but gosh, for me it was hard.. at first.. but now, i'm happy and managing to give my self..slowly the love I deserve from me.

Well the ending of it.. put all those papers at a big plastic bag.. thank those person who wrote and share it. My friends who send emails to me and chats that I print.. (wahh.. see how pathetic I am before..hahahhah... ) and prayed that someone can use it... to recycle??... and put it on trash later that night.
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