back online & some updates

My last blog entry was December 2004, just after our x-mas party. A lot of things to share after the holiday but still i did not manage to get my fingers to type here..

2004 was an unforgettable year for me. That year I know and can honestly tell that my life and self falls deep on ka-dramahan. That year, I lost someone from mylife, cried a river, been pathetic.. ayy.. but the old cliche is still true, when God's closes the door he opens a window.. a lot of windows to tell you.. Ü I got a lot of new friends and activities as I've been busy with the community, friends and family.

I don't want to talk about the bad things that happened to me but I don't deny it.. I just have on me the good things and blessings after all that has happened.

I'm not good on writing and articulating my thoughts.. but this is something that came from my heart.. God is so good... really and all the time. Ü I can never really explain on how and why I'm currently in this situation and feeling this way, I just believe that God has something to do with it. I'm not totally healed and moved-on (waahhh.. ) but I survived and definitely will.. o diba.. hehe

I have a lot to be thankful for my life.. those people who been there during those bad times and would you believe that now I appreciate my LIFE, those I been through, my family, my close and good friends and even those I don't know but will need our care and help more than ever...

Now I believe on I CHOOSE to BE HAPPY phase.. hahahha

umm.. ang saya-saya.. hehehheheheh muah