Sunday...

Two sundays in a row has been special... Last week and just this Sunday.
Both: I have to wake up early, not to stay home the whole day, I'm with people, go home a little late at night, get to bed physically tired and sleepy... thanking people your with for that great day. Waking up Monday morning filled with a wonderful memories, staying long in bed and still thinking how that Sunday was... then smile then reminisce again then sleep...hehe.. :-)


Last Sunday: unforgetable... Really...

Just this Sunday: saya...
We went to Mayapa for an activity.
I missed the group, I missed Fr. GC, I missed the feeling of kaba, saya, pagod of being a faci. Everything went well on the activity. :-)
I missed dancing on the animation songs and laughing hard after the activity for our bloopers, the walang katapusang picture taking... as always

After merienda, tawanan, at walang katapusan pagpaplano ano na gagawin namin, we then decided to go to Don Bosco Canlubang to attend the mass. Being in that place is really something, I even said and joked a friend with this lines "hayy this place, it started here and it ended here..." hehe... nakakatuwang pa rin bumalik sa lugar na yun. :-)

I was also given a time to have a little kamustahan with Ron, then we went to the Grotto for some picture taking, then dahil dinner time na, we asked Ate Lolit on where to eat... saan? Sa TATLONG BUTAS... favorite place daw un ng mga seminarians at mga pari... umm... lahat kami naexcite kaya hala... sugod kami dun.
Madalim at lubak-lubak ang daan, ang ingay namin sa loob ng van at naglolokohan na wala na ata kami sa Laguna dahil medyo malayo sya.
Matapos ang road trip na yun, finally... narating namin ang Tatlong butas Resto.
Bakit yun ang name? may 3 tindahan na magkakatabi na halos pare-pareho ng laki at itsura, imagine a foodcourt but karenderia style. at sympre, papahuli ba naman kami, sugod kami sa may videoke at halos na-occupy namin ang isang store...
Imagine what happened next, hala papalit ng barya at pili ng kanta... concert na itoh! Song and dance ang gimik namin. Ang saya! Talented ang mga tao... tsk... :-) Lahat ata eh all out sa pagkanta at sayaw... kawawa si Jeff, ginawa naming concert king ng gabi.
Di ko na namalayan nakailang 5 peso coins kami. Minalat din ata ako sa kakatawa.

Dahil napagod lahat sa concert, pagdating ng aming order na pansit (ang dami, fiesta!) at halo-halo, hala... deadma na sa videoke, background music na lang nami sya at lahat busy na kumain. Ilang songs pa bago umuwi, Hayy, napagod kami but ang saya ng gimik na yun. Ang daming video at picture, ebidensya! haha...
Pagalis namin, sumumpa kaming hindi na babalik dahil sa aming ginawa...hahahah.... joke! masarap ang food at mura talaga.
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Well, salamat at maraming makabuluhang nangyayari sa dalawang Linggong nakalipas. :-)

Random...

I wish I can contain everything in this blog entry. Sa dami ng nangyayari sa buhay ko, hindi ko tuloy maumpisahan... hayy...

>> Me: Yehey, I'm beginning to be okay. I really don't know why, sometimes I asked myself... Am I really okay? Or umiiwas or I'm just denying things... I don't know... really, but I'm happy that I'm surviving. :-) Yeah!

Salamat sa lahat ng umalalay. Sa dasal, sa pakikinig, sa payo at kung ano-ano pa. Salamat sa pressure sa work...hehe... salamat sa mga umunawa, at salamat sa mga hindi nagtanong ngunit nakinig at tinanggap. Salamat Papa God for always giving me a reason to smile, thank you po, I know you are with me all this time.

I'm happy, I'm choosing to be happy for what happened... I still don't know the reason on why... but I'm thankful.

Share ko lang: I've heard that when people get out of your life especially when you don't want to and you don't have any choice because they are gone, you don't have to be sad... besides the good memories those people left you, one better way is to acknowledge those good/positive traits those people have... then try to be like them, strive to learn those positive values, attitude, habits...etc they have.
(o my... mahirap ata toh for me, pero try ko na rin... Read: this means being disciplined, focus, objective, organized... waahh...hehe )

I know I'll be gaining more from what happened, but to summarize it all for now, I'm thankful! bow!

>> Work: Hayy, I'm tired! I think all of us from the team. I hope... matapos na itoh! Pero I should be thankful, I still have a job!

>> Kit & Airport Memory: ... Finally, after a long time of waiting and preparations, Kit already left for Germany then from there he'll be on board and go around the world... hehe.

We all did not slept that Friday night, @8pm inaannounce kc bigla na tuloy na flight nya Sat @ 9am. (bad trip na agency, why are they doing this!) This means we have to be in the airport at 6am. Dami inasikaso. Have to run from office to SM to buy stuff for Kit. Thank God at nadaan sa charm *hehe* ung manager ng ACE, bcoz at exactly 9pm they are closed, good thing they still allow me to buy inside at nataranta ako sa dami ng nagassist at buti rin SM grocery is open until 10pm. Panic buying... sa dami nang pieces per item. OA ko nga daw sabi ng nanay ko at ni Kit, hala.. baka wala sya gamitin sa barko noh at walang mabilhan. (comedy talaga ang gabing yun)

I can still remember how handsome my bro that day, wearing blue long sleeves, with neck tie and khaki slacks... kagalang-galang for the 1st time. :-) How can I forget this airport memory our family had, hayy... The hugs, the crying that even my bubwits did. Looking Kit walking towards the airport entrance. Hugging Kit's gf, then recently his GF told me that Kit started crying when he saw me hugging her, at hagulgol daw sya sa loob ng airport. 1 year din sya dun. Hayy, I always pray for Kit, I know naman na kaya nya, wag lang sana sya masyado malungkot dun. I'm so proud of him and he gave me a lot of reason to be thankful to Papa God.

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In everything... try to be thankful and you'll see the miracles in it.

Hope I can post some thoughts ulit sometime... hehe... muah

waah

wala me maisip na title... gusto ko lang sumigaw! waahhhh.... pwede naman dito diba? hehe
Next tym na ung matinong post. Hopefully by then kaya ko na nga ipost. hehe.
Can you pray for me please? Ü
Muah

Trust.. and Haay Life!!

Trust.. and Haay Life!! - Status ko sa YM kahapon at ngayon..
For how many weeks, lalong lalo na kahapon at kanina....iniisip at ipinagdasal ang Naga trip, kc naman gusto ko naman talagang pumunta at magserve kaya lang nagconflict sya sa ofc badminton games.. di naman sa mas importante ang badminton games kaysa sa Naga trip.. para sa akin mas worth pa rin ang Naga trip...

Kaya lang.. may mga bagay na hindi mo talaga macontrol.. at ano man ang gawin mo, hindi pwedeng sa lahat ng pagkakataon, at lahat ng tao ay makikiayon sa gusto mo... ayon.. nalulungkot lang me ngaun.. kc hindi ako makakapunta.. knowing na dalawa lang ang makakasama... Ginawa ko naman ang best ko para maiayos ang ang aking VL at sked, kaya lang hindi talaga pwede... so hindi na ito dahil lang sa badminton... waahh nakakaiyak... pwede ba umiyak?? haay life! Let go Kate.. let go.... HAAY LIFE!

Sabi nga ni Ate Irma, it was not meant to be ang be at peace.. sabi ni ate mouse, God wants me to stay here and dito magpacute... sabay ngiti.. hehe


TRUST - ala lang.. Trust na lang kay God.. ang tanong tama ba.. tama na ba ung ginawa ko??
Kinakain ako ng lungkot.. (dahil ba ito sa hormones.. cge blame it to hormones..hehe) bukod sa masakit ang ulo ko kahit hindi naman ako puyat... Trust na rin cguro sa 'kanya' ... ewan ko ba.. bahala na.. sana lang Papa God if everything fails wag na ulit ganun kasakit katulad ng dati ha.. ayaw ko na po ng ganun.. ang hirap po kc...

Share ko lang.. txt from a friend: " "i trust u" is a better compliment that "i love you"... coz u may not always trust d one you love... but believe me.. you can always love the person you trust for the rest of your life...

Mahirap ata ito ahh.. cge na.. susubukan ko talaga.. hayy...
Waahh.. ayon lang..... sana mawala na ung lungkot ko at sakit ng ulo... please...

Growing old but not growing

Late ko na na-post...
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I'm growing in age but still not growing.. got it?.. ang labo noh.. ang labo kc ng utak ko.
Waahh. I'm 24!!! huhu.. can't believe, parang kelan lang magsastart pa lang akong magwork ngaun. gosh.. tanda ko na!

Enjoy my bday celebration, actually simple lang kc wala naman talaga akong pantreat... kaya ang mga friendly friends ang nanlibre... walang tulog kc direderetso from GY shift.

That week - Starbucks treat by Pareng Alvin

ThursPM - Mass & dinner @ Wendy's with Yuppeace Friends - Admer, Elson & Ate Lissa

Thursday midnight to Friday AM - simple coffee @ pantry with GY shift friends.. aww..salamat sa mga payo at kwento.. girls.. miss ko na cla...

Friday AM - straight from GY work; bfast with good friends Katie and Liezl @ RCBC Delifrance at ang mga lokah-lokah, nagyaya pa sa mall.. had my haircut.. (gift sa self - naks..)

Friday Afternoon - Cake with Family.. ayy katatakaw na mga bubwits.. at mga hindi nagsipasok.. bday ko daw kc.. mga pasaway na bata! hehe.. 3 oras na tulog

Mass @ GB with Luis then off to Mcdo Greenbelt dahil may surprise pala cla.. dahil sa namove ang sked ng mass at wala akong kaalam-alam sa mga plano nila, marami palang dumaan ngunit di ko na inabutan (mga fellows.. sorry po).. pasaway na bata talaga ako.. hehe.. salamat sa note sa note dun sa mcdo tray paper.. ang cute! at maraming salamat sa mga naiwan at nagantay, (mga ka-RM at neo) salamat sa rice cake, sa cake na totoo mula kina Mommy Olive, Ate Irma at Ate Maye... sa bday card, sa book mula kina Bong at She, sa mga bday wish at affirmation at sa balloons mula kay Mang McDo.. Ü

Ang nanay ko..nagbigay ng gift.. hanep.. kung ano.. secret.. ang lufet talaga.. napakapraktical.. sabagay kaysa naman ung mga gift nya ung nakaraan taon. ayon.. nakatago lang sa kwarto ko.

Ang daming txt..ung iba di na ako nakapagthank-you.. hilo at aligaga na ako na antok at pagod
Ang daming tawag sa phone.. at mga email greetings .. na hindi ko na din nasagot.. hayy...

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Bday wish... pera! haha... kidding aside, sana matapos na ung financial prob ko.. hopefully this year at makaraos and makaipon na me next year.. dami gastos..
Sana magka-work na ung brother ko... eto prayers ko lately.. medyo kc kapag nangyari to, solve na rin ng unti ung financial prob ko
Un iba.. bout family and friends and Luis na din.. sana lagi cla happy and healthy.

Ayon, for myself- sana magmature na me.. hehe... Medyo magulo utak ko lately.. sana matutunan ko pa ung mga ibang bagay, sana maging matatag pa me at sana di na ako masyadong mahurt sa mga nakakahurt na bagay.. sana malaman ko na anong gusto kong gawin, kung saan talaga ako magiging masaya... kung kanino at saan...

Sa totoo, mrami naman magagandang nangyari sa buhay ko for 1 year... marami rin natutunan... maraming bago.. bagong kaibigan, relationship, mga napuntahan lugar, mga activities na nasalihan, mga bagong responsibilities sa buhay.... maraming masaya.. marami din malungkot...

Bahala na kung ano meron this year.. ganto ata talaga feeling kapag tumatanda ng isang taon.. nakakapressure magmature at magGROW.. hahahaha...

MUAH

Hiyee

Now lang nakapagpost ulit.. tagal noh.. tsk tsk.
Wala pa kcing maiisip. Busy lately.. sa kung ano-anong bagay... Ü
Wala lang.. share ko lang... I'm so thankful to God sa kung ano mang bagay na binibigay Nya..
Dahil sa kabila un, nalalagpasan at mayroon akong natututunan... malungkot ung iba, masakit ung iba, masaya un iba.. pero alam ko, ang lahat ng iyon may dahilan..

KATEH... Ü

Feeling so good..

Finally..was able na makauwi ng maaga & sleep ng maaga..as in sobrang aga... yahoo... What a gud day! But I do missed 2 Yuppeace activities this week.. well.. hirap kc for the AM sked and hopefully after this week maluwag-luwag na bcoz done na ang work projects but gud thing was able to spend quality time with d bf kc school na sya starting today & done asikasuhin school needs of my kiddos at makasama cla sa bahay... waahh..Ummm... you see, balance, focus and priority.. soo hard for me to do, aligaga kc ako sa dami ng gustong gawin.. pero so happy that God is sooo gud na tinutulungan nya ako..

PIP - Performance Improvement Plan - work, work, work!!! need to focus and ayusin ang work.. the boss gave me an action plan, sana nga eh di na mababa ang aking appraisal this year

PIP - Personal Improvement Plan....

All these requires by Balance, Focus and Priority... waahh Papa God.. help me palagi, alam nyo naman na napaka-aligaga ko sa oras pero this time promise ko po.. ta-try ko talagang maging disiplinado at ayusin ang aking buhay... lalo na ngaun, kompleto na sya..... Commitment to my OWN LIFE - Family, Friends, Community, Career, Vocation. God, Self & others..

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COMMITMENTS: - a lot of people are afraid of it.. because u'll sign-up, because once you get into there, you can't just back-off then go when you feel like to.. you must stay!

Talking of commitments, not just on a relationship but simply but it is life!.. in work - you signed on a contract, with Friends, you give this not just by words but you stick into the friendship no matter what. Family, given, you'll do no matter what. Now.. being discussed on the community..

I remember he told me this: Being a commitment or making a commitment does not envade your freedom, kung hindi mas ginagamit mo ng maayos ang iyong freedom bcoz now PINILI mo kung saan ka magpapatali...

Why am I really talking about this, kc nga po.. I know God is teaching me a lesson to be a little focus on my life.. sa totoo ako ay taong.. wala akong plano.. come-what-may, walang focus.. okay lang kahit ano... walang direksyon ang buhay... hayy.... pero ngaun, gagawa talaga ako ng paraan at effort para naman maisayos ang aking buhay.. so help me God.. please.. please Ü

As I do this, may I be a better person and serve You as I spread your love to other people..
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P.S.. sana nga..sana nga.. at di ako mawala sa focus ulit.... waahhh